Wanting to Want To

So, I get it - there is weather. There is wind and rain and sun and heat and sleet and snow. I really get it. There is no way of knowing what the weather will be like in NYC on November 7th. It is a good idea for me to train in all sorts of weather. I understand.

I am still annoyed about going out this morning in the rain.

Knowing stuff hasn't made a difference this morning.

Logic hasn't made a difference this morning.

I still don't want to.

I still will while not wanting to.

I want to want to.

Wanting to want to is making no difference in wanting to.